Question:
I know that something inside of me is hurting me. But I don't want to think about it. How can I resolve all this and be happy without thinking about it.
Sri Sri Ravi Shankar: You know when you feel hurt you feel very deep. That's why if you feel some thing deep you also feel a little hurt inside that. In Deep love there is hurt. It is unavoidable mixture. Hmm. That hurt and that deep love when you transcend them then you go beyond the duality and peace dawns. Permanent Peace. And only spiritual awakening can bring that permanent peace. Most of you here who have been on the knowledge, on the path for long time you know you dont feel sad at all. It doesn't touch. Some thing deep inside you becomes so strong so solid. So when you are in the knowledge then you feel nothing really is touching me. I have many people asking me "Guruji Why I don't feel upset over any thing now? " Sometimes one wonders " Is something wrong with me. I don't feel the pain the pinch of suffering of any pain. Some one close to me died and I don't feel any thing. Some thing wrong with me. This sort of questions arises in some of you. Those glimpses in life can come when you past that hurt and love. But it will take a little time for some people. For some it can happen any day tomorrow. First of all get out of all this You hurt me. I hurt you. You did this wrong. I did this wrong. You didn't look at me. You didn't talk to me. You didn't treat me well. mmmmblah blah blah blah blah blah. All this accusations you should just get out of it. Even if you do it, do it as a fun. Not too seriously. Some times if you remove all this there is nothing to talk with people. And you may feel there is no spice. So boring. All the time smiling may not look so good. It is ok you fight some times. But don't harbor them deep inside. |